note to self

try to stop writing in public

try to write at home

get to a computer

and fling some things

to friends.

smile more.

stay in the shade

but get out-of-doors

for no other reason

than the pure joy of it.

take walks

and sleep well.

don’t forget to eat.

 

poets are excellent carpenters

i break my fast

with coffee, water, banana

and pills.  one pill is called

a vitamin and the other is called

an herb.  i have work to do

to pay off a debt

and it seems

i’ll be running on empty

again.

it seems i’ll be lunching later

to replace energy

that i screwed into a floor.

 

i am not complaining.

this is the way things are

today

 

and now that i’ve written this

i’ve all but insured

things will go differently

than i’ve described.

 

21MAY08

hawk-oh-no

empty belly blues

how much peanut butter can

cheers to me and you

 

dedicated to the memory of  the corduroy cabaret

but seriously

the gum IS melting

never shoulda bought it, duh

chew on sap instead

 

pictures

pictures

pictures

pictures.

you’ll find ‘em in the glove box

the books will be on the floor getting sorted

getting sorted out

stacked in milk-crates

mobbed on shelves, mashed together with the potato

salad.  grind my self in with the coffee

guzzle it down

and learn to park Car in the shade.

in the shade, gary, why’d you park me

in the sun?  the gum is melting

the water no longer cold.

ho-hum.

pictures

pictures

pictures.

the river is purple today,

the ducks float just fine.

hawk-ooh

green car parking lot

blue river flotsam flowing

out the door i go

 

in the car

left the notebook in the car

leave it there for good, they get along so well.

summertime flows with the go

uh-oh it’s my ego overflowing

this little ditty

is nothin’ but a song

for the cats.

when i sing for them, they either yawn

or glare with lids half closed.

sometimes they purr

and as of yet,

they’ve never said boo.

 

dead batteries

i hang up the phone

and pick up the pen.

either i write this

or i grab a pick

and start pecking at the fretboard.

i’m not much of a guitar player

so perhaps i should stick with

the pen…

certainly not the sword.

yeah bro, i’ll get to a computer

when i can

i’ll get to your doorstep

when i can.

hmm…  the price of fuel,

over that, i’m powerless.

but this scribble

is under my complete control

maybe someday i can whisper it

near your ear

or bounce it off the satellites,

however it works out

it’s fine.

my mind to yours.

share it with whomever…

just say it came to you in a dream

and leave it at that.

three cheers for truckstops

da interweb

and cheese.

 

11JUN08

 

i have so much (journal fragment)

2.

i have so much

to be grateful for;

the luxury of free time

is not as common

as it should be…

i dedicate this poem to industry,

to the men, women,

and robots

who produced this pen,

this page

and the car i drive.

(i drive it too much,

gotta fix my bicycle)

i dedicate this to

all those who built this dwelling

in which i sit

on a hand-me-down couch,

all those who grew the grain

that i eat and drink…

this could go on forever,

this description of connectedness

this sketch of interbeing.

(if this guy uses the word COSMOS

i swear i’m gonna leave)

and that’s about the end of it

for now.

what else is there

besides life and death…

for me,

it’s this.

 

11JUN08

 

annie burie, this is for you

only took me four months to get here.

this isn’t a poem, they’re all in a blue pack

on a blue chair

in my home.

if i had a computer at home that would be trouble,

i’m still spilling ink into spiral notebooks

and that’s how i like it.

rockin’ audio cassettes in the buick

and digging the mobile view.

so here’s my blah blah blahg…

from garpoet

 

16JUN08, 4:22pm

time isn’t real, except when cooking eggs